Singer, Donnie McClurkin has opened up yet again about his sexuality.
The gospel singer who spoke in a recent episode of TV One’s Uncensored, said he has had relationships with men and women and fears he may end up alone for the rest of his life.
McClurkin, now 61, had previously spoken about his past struggles with homosexuality, which he called a “perversion,” and claimed that he was able to suppress his sexual orientation.
He then admitted that he still had urges to be with men but fights not to.
Comparing homosexuality to diabetes he said: “I don’t eat sugar, but it doesn’t mean that I don’t want sugar.”
Now, he has says he believes his struggle over his sexuality will leave him without the family he always dreamed of.
He said on Uncensored: “I didn’t know really what a woman wanted.I’ve messed up more than I’ve had good. My past relationships were a sprinkling of everything – men and women.”
He added: “When things get rough I go back into my safe place – my music and my ministry.
“Never having a long-term relationship in my life and never being married, I chalked that up. I will probably be alone for the rest of my life as far as a mate is concerned.”
The Grammy Award-winning artist had previously written about his struggles with his attraction to men, blaming his desires on being a victim of child molestation.